PEOPLE :[
Monday, October 18, 2010 @ 11:16:00 PM
well , i guess its my turn to post about people now D:
YOU !
things have changed alot compared to last time...
lyk
extremely much .
now we dont even talk :(
i dont noe why i'm trying to avoid you .
i've been trying my best to forget you !
but the second time is always way more difficult .
i dont regret meeting you , knowing you , being really good friends with you ONCE .
cause you gave me the best memories i'll ever have in my life (:
but , you dun even try to start a conversation with me or sms me .
you seem so emo nowadays...
isolating yourself from the others .
we're drifting really far apart .
walking past each other lyk total strangers and lyk you've nvr spoke or met before
everything that i hope wouldnt happen are all happening now !
whats happening ?!?!?
and YOU !
best friend-ed
even though we still keep in contact ,
and you've always tried talking to me ,
there's always awkard silence while we walk together .
i always get jealous when i see that you have so much to talk to her .
and not me .
you shared everything with her ,
keeping her company everytime and
i was left to emo by myself
we used to share with each other everything ,
al kinds of random topics .
there was not once silence when we are together .
but now , it seems lyk we think differently and have no more common topics ;[
change is inevitable .
things change , people change too .
but why now ?
cant it be when i've grown older ,
when i noe how to tink properly ?
i hate emo-ing ,
but i cant control myself
there's no one i could confide in .
nobody seems to care .
" nobody likes me ,
everybody hates me
i'm gonna eat some worms .
fat worms skinny worms ,
all the kinds of worms .
i'm gonna eat some worms . "
i sort of forgot the tune
but it just goes on and on .
today's lesson was extremely , BORING !
did some sort of fire drill -.-
den went back to class and all i did was sleep ,
recess oso sleep
the rest were playing scramble by themselves lorh ! ;(
pangseh me and geraldine !
hmph .
next time we bring uno play by ourselves uh !
bleah !!!!!
I HATE TODAY !
I HATE TOMORROW MORE !
need wake up early for guzheng :/
lyk what the hell larh !
~!@#$%^&*()
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