I'M NOT EMO-ING :]

2011-10-19T00:07:00.001-07:00

i really miss those days when i could talk to you whenever i want .

2011-10-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

dont you know ?

unexpected ?

2011-10-12T01:49:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF EXAMSSSSSSS (((:
no wait . there's still physics spa and prelims gosh . )):
zzzzzzzz sian ttm . but nvm , shall just watch sunny girl now ! :D

not gonna have anymore false hopes this time . i'm forgetting everything , and moving on . that's it .

nvr felt dumber

2011-10-06T00:39:00.000-07:00

when people were discussing about their answers after the paper today , i didnt even had any idea what they were saying cause i didnt know how to attempt the questions and get any answers .
getting a pass seems impossible now .

children's day !

2011-10-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

儿童节快到了 ...
你还记得你曾经答应过我什么吗 ?
算了 , 这种琐碎的事 , 应该只有我会记得吧 ...

okay , it feels really weird typing in chinese :/
anw , today's amaths was like DDD: !!
higher order thinking for polynomials came out again ,
and guessed what .
I COULDNT RMB HOW TO DO ! ):
lost like 20+ marks alr .
made a lot of careless mistakes and all the stupid things which i shouldnt have done !!
towards the end of the paper i was really trying to hold back my tears :/
cnt cry in front of so many people uhh .
if not very throw face .
shall study hard for tmr's history paper .
i really dont know about amaths . maybe will read up more on trigo and binomials ?
and definitely polynomials !! -.-
feel so dumb when others were saying how easy the paper was ):
but its alr overrrrrrr , nth could be done now .
so i shall just concentrate on the rest of the papers .
this week still got history , amaths paper 2 , GEOG and chem
and i havent started on any yetttttt
good luck , regine ! -.-

why is it so difficult letting go?

letting go .

2011-10-03T00:02:00.004-07:00

hmm . its been ten months O: time passed really fast . these 10 months had been quite hectic for me :/
I wonder if you still rmb what you said that night .. exactly ten months ago :/ well , maybe it means nothing to you anymore . Anw , its all over alr . She's right . I should just let go .. I'll get over everything . For real . As long as we stop talking . 10 months of torture is enough . 不再会有任何挂念了 (: good luck with your love life LOL
~~dont hate me omg D:~~

2011-09-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

it was wayyyyyy too obvious .

eoys !

2011-09-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeee . sunnygirl is so addictive i cant get enough of it >.< omgomg . and eoys is like next next week :/
really need to get started with revision . NO MORE PROCRASTINATING !!

~~even though i'm no longer the one you love anymore , but i still hope that you know i'll always be there for you ..~~
~~gosh i sound so 伟大 :x~~

2011-09-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeee . havent been blogging for asdfghjkl months :/ its so difficult to use the new blogger interface !
anw , has been rather busy lately . there's gonna be 5 tests next week , not including el oral ))))): sad x infinity . i reallyreally dont want oral omg . but luckily my examiner is ms hafizah (?) considered quite luckily compared to others - evil smiles - >.< teehee .
hmmm still contemplating if i should go for champions day . they say its once in secondary life HAHA but then i would miss piano and my $50 would just fly away ): urghhhhhhh . sad life ttm
shall start on my letter for eliz after eoys :/ too lazy to write now oops :p
heeee okay there's nothing much about my boring and lifeless life HAHA so yeahh kthxbyeeeee :)

~~getwellsoon :/~~

2011-08-29T10:32:00.001-07:00

when i saw that tweet , my heart instantly broke .
30 August 2011 ; 1:00 am

2011-08-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

maybe i should go back to blogging , instead of ranting on twitter :/
i really dont know what to do .
sometimes , i feel that i'm the despo one . ):

)':

2011-08-03T06:13:00.004-07:00

i know you wont be reading , so i'm just gonna type here .

Things have been really different lately . We may have become closer again , back to quarelling , but to me everything still feels the same , still as awkward . I dont know why is it so difficult to talk to you again face to face . You seem to be avoiding me ):

And somehow i get reallyreallyreally jealous when you talk to her , be it just a smile , a poke , or a word . Especially when she tells me how you all sms everytime talking about things , how the two of you 'quarrel' through sms etc . as though she knows you very well ... Its just her ... I dont like seeing the two of you being so close and you're like talking to her instead of me when you saw the both of us . I just felt that ... we should be closer )': I know its really selfish to think that way , but i just cant help it . And i dont know what to do now .

I miss receiving your little random notes in class , our long chat on facebook everytime . I miss quarelling with you . And creating all sorts of nicknames for you ... But maybe you've alr found some other person who is better at quarelling with you , much more interesting than me and you dont need me anymore . Maybe everything you wrote in the letter weren't true at all . Maybe i'm just being too jealous . Maybe i was too naive . Maybe , it's just me ...

I LOVEEEEEE ZHENG II ! :D

2011-07-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

heeeeeyyy . finally , we had a fenzu after like so long :D
was put in zheng II , and felt kinda disappointed at first .. cos maybe tsb dont think i'm as good as last time alr . and i really miss zheng 1 alotttt D; but there are really alot of nice people in zheng II too ! (: people like sipin , weipinggggg , wanqi , weiting , jasper , yusong , tengyifeiiiii , jingwen , qiuhui and not forgetting alvinaaaaaaa . hahah okay , thats apparently everyone in the zheng -.- but yeah ! they're really nice ! (:
but this time , the sec 4s are not here with us anymore D: and its like , are the task were given to the sec 3s . all the hopes were pinned onto us , and we had to be responsible for many things :/ i still wanna be a little kid in guzheng where there're the big sisters and brothers to take care of everything ! :X but still , i'll try to enjoy all the time we have now ! (: hmmmmm .. hopefully we'll have fun with the sec 1s and 2s ((:

2011-07-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

I'm really trying my best to forget you . I'm alr trying to act as normal as possible everytime i see you around . But can i act as though i didnt see any of those and continue faking a smile ? i really hate this life of mine .

happy birthday !

2011-07-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

oooooh . its elizabeth the queen's birthday tmr !!! :D haven't got her a present yet D: should i stay awake till 12 midnight to wish her ? :/ but there's listening compre tmr :O hmmmm .. anw i'm meeting her for lunch next tuesday ! jyeahhhhhhh >.<

busy saturday !

2011-07-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

heh . its been a long time since i've last posted so yeahh .
o-level oral is over !! but was done horribly so i dont really expect anything (:
like SINGAPORE POPULATION GROWTH ?!!? i mean hello ?? why would we be bothered about it ? -.-
anyway . back to saturday , superrrrr busyyy only
in the morning we had flag day . me , geraldine , seetha , jasmine , linzhen and vanessa to j8 ! (: and the moment we reached , i saw jiajun and his friends who were alr there doing their flag day -.- hahah , but they left ! :D ( i swear i didnt chase him away >.< ) so we split up and went to collect donations . got rejected like siao D; but quite fun luh . saw teacher tricia and she was so touched that i still rmb her xD met jialing and sarah lim too ! andandand , there were 4 xms graduates and they saw me there in my uniform , so they came and donated alot cos they wanted to make students from other schools jealous as they were doing their flag day too . likka cute only ! so afternoon , we went back to school and i chionged to tuition ! damn tired only . luckily got released on time , then i chionged home again ! >.< saw leow ching at amk interchange . its like i always see him everytime i'm there hahas . so , i went home to change and everything and my parents fetched me to mediacorp !!!!!!! reached damn early . got to see aaron like after 6 months ! damn overjoyed :D no regrets at all !!! hehehs . so yaaa . end (:

~~why is it like the more i try to avoid you , the more often i see you popping out of nowhere ? ):~~

Reminisce

2011-07-03T00:11:00.000-07:00

Ytd night went out for dinner . I guess mum realised i was rather sad , so she bought me the backpack i always wanted just that it isnt transparent D: and a dress from fox . yeahhhh . nth much .
today's the third again . and i suppose it's just like any other normal day (:
I'm sorry for creating so much trouble for you . i guess you were kinda annoyed with me ? haha . even i'm angry with myself . People can let go so easily and keep things to themselves , yet i had to make it so obvious and cause you to feel so bad .. I really dont know what to do ): all i can say is , i'm sorry . you dont have to do anything to make it stop , just stop talking to me and giving me false hopes . thankyou .

~~i really hope you dont see this :/~~

2011-07-01T02:50:00.001-07:00

從開始怎麼相愛　到最後怎樣離開　
難過愉快從來早有安排　放也放不開
或許是我　一直捨不得放開　
事過境遷也都記得　那些全是愛

)':

i dont know what to feel

2011-07-01T02:30:00.001-07:00

this few days were horrible .
i guess you fell for her again ...
sometimes i really hate myself for being so gullible , taking your words so seriously all the time )':

malaysiaaaa , first day of school D:

2011-06-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

yeahh ! its 4.08pm
ad i'm at home now ~ muahahahha
kay . i'm supposedly going to post about my trip to malaysia but i'm kinda lazy so i shall sum up everything :D
went to somewhere near malacca and tampin and stayed at some A'famosa resort
waa . the place damn big siaa . need to drive around one .
first day went to malacca shop around blahblahblah then at night then went to check in (:
second day , visited the safari in the resort .
nothing much in fact . universal studio is like wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy BETTER . (Y)
had buffet lunch and dinner den went to tampin to shop .
ooh . i totally lost my voice that day thanks to the fried kway teow the previous night -.-
third day , after buffet breakfast , we headed for the water world :D
quite fun luh . but there wasnt much slides i could play ):
left at around 5 and went for buffet dinner -.-
den all the adults went out and the kids gathered in one of our apartments xD likka shiok !
but my brother fell sick :O
threw up and everything .
i totally freaked out :x
but after taking some weird medicine I found , he became better :D
feeling kinda unwell that day , so we went back to sleep at 11 plus , before the adults came back .
waa . that night was the worse night . after going back to our own apartment with my brother ,
i totally curl up on the bed
my leg and hands hurt like dunnno what D:
muscle cramp .
every move and position hurts ):
didnt sleep for the whole night . pain like shit sia DDD;
then next day much better (: but its the last day .
so we checked out and everything
went for lunch and drove back .
went jusco on the way and bought some food back .
overall is quite okay la . not bad !!

first day was kinda okay . but still not use to wearing uniform :X
had some difficulty waking up too . heh .
but ohwell . at least i think i can catch up with the lesson , i hope (:
stay optimistic ! :D

i really hope we could communicate as well in person as what we did through sms ):

arghhhhhhhh

2011-06-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

damn . i need to fork out my own money everytime i want to buy something :@ freaking piss can !

anw , today went to bugis with beatrice and shopped around randomly . I bought this super cool silver envelope for my father's day cards (: then went over to iluma blahblahblah . kinda tiring though , cos i didnt bring enough money so had to shop around aimlessly D: met vanessa and her friend there too ! (: but after that we got bored and went to novena , saw this transparent backpack . damn chio okayyyyyyyy ! $22 . considered cheap la , but no money T.T sianzxc . We headed to amkhub next cos i got piano lesson and beatrice went home .. saw mum and told her bout the bag and she was like ' aiya , this one last time alr very popular ! no nice la !! ' lyk wtf . is i want oso not you -.- damn pekchek sia .... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz heck la . i'm so buying it ! just now saw ernest at amkhub the fairprice there working LOL ! okay , random much :/

hopefully tmr will be a better day :x meeting up with guzheng people to do stuffs >.< yeaps !

PEPPER LUNCH !

2011-06-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

this afternoon went out with my brother to amk hub for lunch and met quite alot of people :O on the way there i met a primary school friend whom totally dont recognise me anymore -.- then as i was suppose to treat my brother to pepper lunch and we were queueing outside , behind us was a tuition mate whose name i had forgot :/ he stare like dunno wad sia . after that at the same place , weilin came . hahah , chat awhile and she left (: after lunch we headed to mummy's workplace :D cos its the last day of school for the kids and they're having party ! so we went up to kope some food :P quite fun luh , just slightly noisy . hahas . spammed pics but i'm currently too lazy to upload any of them (: and then on the way home , the bus passed by a bus stop and jiajun was standing over there with a this-girl-looks-kinda-familiar face . LOLS . but overall today was not bad luh (: heh . kbye

changed .

2011-06-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i just cant help it but feel disappointed with myself . I really dont know whats becoming of me . A 15 year old student can just totally forgot that she has tuition that night and only remembered when the tuition had alr ended ! I complain about others changing and yet i had never look at myself in the mirror and self-reflect ): I procrastinate , make others feel bad about themselves , being irresponsible , regret all my past actions , dont know how to handle my problems and cry alot . I am paranoid and get jealous at the smallest thing ! Worst of all , my guzheng skills are like (N) !!!!!!!! DD; I really dont know what to do . Nothing seems to be going my way ... Nothing is turning out right . And there isnt anyone whom you can really confide in ): I only have myself to blame ):

I'm destroying this fragile friendship of ours .

2011-06-08T19:46:00.000-07:00

What happens when someone you used to depend on for everything is no longer there for you ? Are we suppose to sacrifice everything just to get that person back ? It is worth it ?

I dont see what's the point of having a phone by my side when i dont even use it :/ no texts , nothing .
ps . i'm addicted to fiction <3

life is boring .

2011-06-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

hmm . i shall try writing in paragraphs (:

so yeah , its my brother's birthday today .. :D gonna celebrate later . this few days were kinda boring uhhh . the second week is like (N) , its all tuition , cca and remedials ): and the thing is that there is cca tmr ! tsb is gonna test us on the song :O gg.com . hopefully i'll survive through this week ! and everything will be fun after next monday alr :D jyeaaaaaa i'm looking forward to class outing ! >.< and the outings with the rest . heh , that shall keep me going for this week (x

happy birthday.

2011-06-04T03:06:00.000-07:00

stitch is 5 months old ! how awesomeeeee :)

back to blogging ~

2011-06-04T01:47:00.001-07:00

I cant believe i'm doing all these again :X

idkkkkk

2011-02-08T02:43:00.000-08:00

~~i really want to talk to you ,~~
~~but i realised i just dont know how to face you :(~~
~~its lyk everytime i see you ,~~
~~my reaction was to look away and run ..~~
~~there's just this awkwardness between us ,~~
~~tat i really wish wasn't there in the first place :'(~~

2011-02-05T21:01:00.000-08:00

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart
:'(

guzhenggggg :D

2011-02-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

i loveeeee the guzheng costume ! x)
okay . apparently , ytd during gz , the tailor came with the sample costume (:
and jeslyn was suppose to try it . but somehow , the teacher called me over to try it instead -.-
it was nice larh . damn comfortable :D the sleeve is lyk (Y)
but super tiring sia . the teacher keep telling me to stand up sit down -.- zzzz .
so now i'm just waiting for the photos ^^
hope i can get it soon >.<
alright . today .
omg . we tot lunch was until 3.15 :O
so we stayed in the comp lab till lyk around 3.05 .
and we realised we're suppose to go for chinese class by 3 ! :O
and it was chinese test , so me and gillian were lyk damn jin zhang :/
was late for a few minutes and my mind was lyk total blank . O.O
oops ! dead .
arghhh . who cares .
i'm looking forward to tmr ! :D yay ! >.<

letting go is nvr easy .

2011-01-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

Last night would be the last time i'm crying for you , since you've alr chosen her . No point holding onto you anymore . From today onwards, we dont noe each other . Avoiding you is probably my only way of forgetting you . Oh . and i hope you saw the ____ . i didnt really meant what i said though (: but , ohwells .

wafflessss

2011-01-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

hey ! hi people ^^
teenage dream ~ omg . hip-hop :'(
okay . i not baing random okay -.- cos i'm listening to teenage dream currently (:
okay . was kinda emo-ing for the whole morning :(
flared up in front of jesslyn and the rest :X
sorry ! :((
thanks for the concern people :/
den was just about to feel better
until i saw julia writing a list of names and i saw yours :(
hmph .
den went to hougang mall for lunch with gz people
as we were about to come back it started raining heavily and we were lyk totally DRENCHED :O
but i was fun .
gz was okay .
abit no strength to play uh .
after cca , saw yichan while buying waffles >.<
took bus back with her . talked alot
felt much better (:

i think i've got you . you still have feelings for her uh .. just tell me you dont lyk me , and i'll leave you alone . thanks .

moodswinggggggggggsssssss

2011-01-13T02:37:00.000-08:00

this morning was crying while walking to the school @.@ damn stupid only okay ! but luckily it was still dark ._. so nobody can see anything :/ things got worst when they were talking about you in the morning :( idk what to dooooooooo ! :(( yeah . but felt better during recess and after that . thanks to jasper , geraldine and my awesome daughter seetha ! (: laughed lyk mad during class meeting . hehehes .. i tink we look stupid together >.< bleahhhh ! x) couldnt help to give out the flyers :[ cos of the stupid piano lesson :X andandand , or a moment i tot my piano teacher's a les :OO oops ! hahahaha . seriously okay . -.- oh . and i'll be skipping my theory grade 3 in march and taking grade 4 in october instead ! :D cos i've actually forgotten to enrol :/ hehehes .. then went home after that and here i am ! after completing my maths ! what an awesome student i am ^^

2011-01-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

today was boooooooooozzz ! (N)
damn sian D:
this morning woke up and i was shivering lyk dunno wad :(
it was damn cold larh ! and my teeth were chattering T.T
went to school .
SLs came back for lessons , but there wasnt much difference :/
every lesson all very sian larh .
alastair and tosy were quite quiet
den i felt lyk sleeping during every lesson -.-
after tat gz ,
the dsa students came (:
and mr thum told us that there was this boy who wanted to join guzheng and rock climbing :O
cos he say he wanted to have muscles in order to woo girls :O
that was lyk damn LOL larh ! :D
HAHAHAHAH !
den i was helping to move the guzheng and i accidentaly cut my knee >.<
and it was only after guzheng ended that i realised it was bleeding :O
hehehs .
after that when coming home my umbrella died on me T^T
and i had to run all the way from the bus stop back home D:
the rain was big lyk dunno wad larh . T^T
and my parents dont even give a damn about it . :@
hmph .
today was superrr unlucky .
~~STUPID FLIRT .~~
~~YOU THINK YOU APOLOGIZE THEN EVERYTHING OKAY LE ARH ?!~~

boredd

2011-01-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

i shall blog now . (:
since i'm bored and there's no one talking to me :(
today still okay luh ...
felt quite stress recently :/
with syf and piano exam coming up D:
but anyway .
today was the first day of lesson :(
i almost fell asleep during maths :X
i'm eyes were lyk blinking the whole time trying to keep myself awake :(
and i yawned lyk dunno how many billion times
hehehs ..
but luckily there was e hist . :D
the teacher was quite funny (:
at least he kept the class awake .
den chinese was lyk :O
i dont understand what those chinese scholars :(
and its lyk they can really talk los D:
den went to gz room and missed physics lesson ! :D
perofrmed for sec 1 orientation :D
i think not bad luh x)
just veh tired .
den stayed back till 6.30 for gz lesson D:
damn tired larh .
rain somemore -.-
no mood do anything los :(
i shall let piano just go die by itself T^T
i dont care le ! bleahhhhh

first day of school :(

2011-01-04T03:30:00.000-08:00

heyy . thanks yu cheng for the chocolate and key chain >.<
;DDDD
i like them alotttttt ^^
this morning woke up late :X
cos i forgot to set my alarm -.-
zzzzzzz .
den the bus was damn late
so ended up reaching school at 7:05 -.-
first day of school wasnt tat nice :(
strangers . and the teachers and all very strict :/
its weird sitting beside people you totally dont noe and its super awkward :(
den tmr need to bring ALOT of textbooks D:
sian larh
damnzxczxc . 202 D:

._.

2011-01-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

i'm too lazy to blog (:

hell - oh

2010-12-29T06:39:00.000-08:00

hi ! :DD haven been blogging for quite sometime :X
with all the birthdays and christmas celebration :/
play tablesoccer until hand blister le :(
today went for guzheng .
kenna scolded :(
cos we were lyk slacking over there >:
made jesslyn senior angry le
but after tat okay le luh (:
den suppose to join mum and her friends for lunch at amk hub ^^
den suddenly realised the informal training is today instead of tmr :/
zzz . -.- den rushed home , ate lunch alone :( and changed
den i was just on time (:
shanying and shiya were late -.-
went there realised there weren't many people ..
so went macs eat first den go >.<
hahah . so lamee .
den go again got more people le .
warm up blahblahblah
den learnt shooting stars
waa . super fast and confusing sia .
rain-ed den we went into some sheltered place
den the place is lyk cool only los ! :D
alot of people were playing skateboard there (:
but veh difficult to learnt cos it was too noisy
den ended up learning it from the start again -.-
but after that still struggling abit larh :(
home-d after that (:
super tired - yawns - :O

disappointed .

2010-12-21T03:36:00.000-08:00

idk what to do .
its lyk i love the dance so much okay .
how can you tell me to stop just after one lesson ?!
went for make up tuition just now :(
my tuition teacher was lyk ,
normal chinese o-level exam is in may ,
and your dance is lyk until february !
i need to practice your oral with you .
you cant dont come for tuition till february !
:(
but i really enjoyed it alot larhh D:
arghhhh , i'm really lost now :(
and i cant go for the christmas party at my tuition teacher's house on the 24th :(
haizzz . i'm reallyreally saddd
anyone can call or text now ? :(
even though my throat is really bad now DD:
-coughscoughs-

DANCEDANCEDANCE !

2010-12-20T19:37:00.000-08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOH PEOPLE ! :D
hehehes ..
ytd was super busy :\
yeah . morning 9 to 4.30 went to school for guzheng
it was quite fun i suppose ._.
cos mr thum nvr really scold (:
only percussion people :(
learnt dong zuo , i tink
quite fun luhs
and julia lost her purse ! :O
den found it again (:
hahah .
after guzheng , rushed home at 5:15 ?
den bathed and everything and left home at 5:45 :D
pro rite ? (:
met shanying and her friends at lavender mrt
i as the latest :/
oops !
hahah , but shanying's friends are all very friendly ! (((:
walk over to the pa there
was quite unexpected
its open air ! :O
signed up and they gave kfc for dinner !
den ate and went to start dancing !
was kinda full uh ..
stomach not feeling very good :(
but it was still fun dancing :D
teenage dream ! :DDD
damn cool okay ! (:
especially when there's hundred over people dancing together (:
saw qiyun too :D
yay ! den dancedancedance from 7.30pm to 10pm :D
den took mrt (:
daddy fetched me from mrt (:
yay ! I LOVE DANCE AND GUZHENG ~~AND PIANO~~ (:
OOPS ! JUST KIDDING (:

I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT COMPUTER !!!

2010-12-15T21:07:00.000-08:00

yesterdayyyyyyyyy .
went to school early in the morning
mr thum nvr comeeeeeee ^^
practicing with the seniors was FUN !
but my skin is peeling alr D:
den when i was doing the yao zhi rite ,
yao halfway all the ma zi dropped
only left with the last 4 ones ._.
and ppl around me was lyk saying was how you do one ? :O very pro leh -.-
zzzzzz . den natasha senior help me tiao yin and put everything back (:
but i have to measure the length again :(
sianzxczxczxczxczxczxczxczxcxczxc ttm
after tat ate lunch .
went home . sleep . den went out for dinner (:
saw jiashen and his family there ._.
hohohohoh .
piano later .
i'm gonna die .
cant play :((
ohohoh . and my braces are now red and green ! christmas colour !
better than the previous one >.<
damnzxc moodswings again -.-

STRESSSSSSSSS :(

2010-12-14T01:01:00.000-08:00

i nvr use the comp for 3 days !!! :D
but i wasnt spammed with notifications on fb huh :(
HAHAH ,
went for guzheng ytd .
mr thum put me in zheng 1 ! :O
i was damn shock larh !
previously lin laoshi had always put me in zheng 3 :(
den this time i am in zheng 1 !
its damn stress okay ! with the seniors teaching you ...
cos they teach kinda fast D:
or maybe its because i'm not good enough for it :((
but i'll still try my best though (:
he zou tat time mr thum was damn fierce ! :(
and i was the first one he caught :(
cos he said i was lyk touching the string and not playing it loud enough D:
haizz ..
stress only larhhhh
i wanna change zheng lehh
and he said the zheng we are currently in will most probably change ^^
so i can just wish ! :D
yeah .

FAHRENHEIT FOR THE WIN ! (Y)

2010-12-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

yay !
i was watching the trailer for love buffet
and somehow watched the behind the scenes of pi li mit too !
:DDD
omg . i miss guilun ! DDD:
i super hate the girl in death girl los !
took aaron away ! :((
haiz ...
i'll just have to wish for another drama with aaron and guigui (:

mr . thum . is . fierce .

2010-12-06T22:41:00.000-08:00

LOL . okayy .... idk whats with that title ._.
but its super true okay ! D:
ytd when for guzheng .
and i was late by half an hour :O
hehes ... not my fault (:
cos i didnt noe i'm suppose to assist -.-
lin laoshi neh come
and mr thum told the sec1s to practice 2 songs first
then , seetha , jolynn , yichan and i were lyk sitting over there chatting
den honghai came to join us and we were laughing lyk nobody's business
heh .
mr thum was lyk late for half an hour or so ._.
den infront of the sec1s and assistants he was lyk telling me
这次你不是考得很好 horh ?
为什么啊 ?
and i was lyk 太紧张了:(
and siad alot of stuffs
den he said one sentence tat made me feel super no hope D':
失败也是一种很好的经验 :(((((((
its lyk i've failed my grading exam la DDDDD:
but seetha got distinction , congrats !
assist le , then it was our lesson next .
combine with sec3s le :O
and we had to find a place to put our guzheng
and the sec3s were lyk damn fast larh .
all the back seats all taken le . den me , jolynn and julia had to sit infront ._.
fan pa was lyk quite okay add first ,
but when we had to 'apply' it in our song , it was lyk super fast
and i can't find my yin ):
somemore he teach super fast and the sec3s could play the whole thing in no time :O
i feel super lousy in performing group sia :(
idk how life would be next year ...
with so many strangers and new teachers and studies and syf and without you in my class :(((
i seriously cant cope larhhhhh
haiz ....
i hate my life . (:

FAHRENHEIT !!!! 5.12.2010

2010-12-05T03:50:00.000-08:00

YOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLEEEEE !!!!
OMG . I'M SUPER HYPER FROM YTD NIGHT TILL NOWZXCZXCZXC ! (Y)
YAYYYYYY ! SHUANG DAO ....
ITS SUPER UNREAL SIA !
MET YICHAN AT AMK MRT STATION AT 10:41 AM
DEN REACH THERE AROUND 11 ?
WE TOT WE WERE EARLY LOS ..
DEN WHEN WE REACH THERE ITS LYK ITS PACK ALR SIA :O
AND AND AND WE QUEUED WRONGLY TWICE OKAYYYY . >.<
COS THEY KEEP BREAKING THE QUEUE DEN WE DUNNO WHERE IT END
SUPER EMBARRASSING
WE QUEUED ALL THE WAY OUTSIDE ,
UNDER THE HOT SUN FROM 11 OKAYY .
SEE HOW PRO WE ARE (:
DEN THE AUNTIE BEHIND US DAMN FRIENDLY .
SHE TOLD US ALOT OF STUFFS , COS SHE OSO HELPING HER 21 YR OLD DAUGHTER QUEUE (:
DEN QUEUEING UNTIL 11:30 SHE TOLD ME AND YICHAN TO GO EAT SMTH FIRST DEN SHE HELP US QUEUE ^^
WE WERE LOOKING FOR PLACE TO STAND AFTER COLLECTING THE POSTER >.<
AND WE ALMOST ATE IN SAKAE SUSHI IN ORDER TO GET A GOOD LOOK OF THE STAGE x) HAHAH , DAMN CUTE RIGHT .
DEN YICHAN WENT TO THIRD FLOOR BOOK WEI COS SHE DONT HAVE THE ADMISSION CARD :(
AND I WENT OUT TO CONTINUE QUEUEING
DAMN HOT CAN !! NOW MY SKIN ALL RED LE ^^
MET JOEY AND HER FREN , LET THEM CUT QUEUE :O
HEHEHS , SEE I SO NICE (Y)
DEN THEY ARRIVED AT 1 !!!
BUT CANT SEE THEM SING SHOU HU XING LEHHH
COS I WAS QUEUEING OUTSIDE D:
DEN HALFWAY GOT JOEY'S FREN TO HELP US QUEUE WHILE WE GO IN SEE FOR A WHILE x)
CANT SEE CLEARLY :(
AFTER THAT YICHAN CAME OUT PEI ME QUEUE :D
DEN I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO GET INTO THE MALL !!
BUT YICHAN MEETING HER FREN SO SHE LEFT FIRST D:
DEN WAITED WAITED AND WAITED ...
TOOK LOTS OF PICS OF THEM , WITH MY PHONE :(
DAMN . SHOULD HAVE TAKEN MY CAM :(((((
AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT UP I WAS LYK STUNNED THERE .
DEN WHEN I WAS SHAKING HAND WITH CALVIN I DIDNT ACTUALLY LOOK AT HIS FACE LOS .
BUT WHEN CAME TO ARRON I FINALLY 'WOKE UP' AND GOT I VAGUE LOOK OF HIS FACE
HIS HAND DAMN SHORT , FAT AND CUTE LARHHHH
DEN HE SIT UNTIL DAMN STRAIGHT x)
HE SMILE UNTIL DAMNDAMN PRETTYYYYYYYY (Y)
ITS PRETTY OKAY .
DADONG'S HAND ABIT BIG :O AND HE WAS LYK WAVING TO ME :$
HEHES .. AND WUZUN WAS LYK SAYING QIEQIE :D
OMG . I LOVEEEEEEEEEE FAHRENHEIT ! (L)
AARON !!!! EVEN THOUGH DIDNT SAY ANYTHING TO THEM BUT I STILL HAD A GREAT TIME ^^
I'M GONNA GO AGAIN !!!!
AND , I NVR SIT FOR LYK 4 AND A HALF HOURS OKAYYYY
NOW MY LEGS VEH SUAN >.<
HEHES ...MUST GO WATCH CAI HUA HENG YI CHU XIN XIU LE BYEEEE (:

are you okay ? i'm sorry i reminded you of her again :( cheerup ! dont so cold to me lehh D:

muahahah

2010-12-04T01:41:00.000-08:00

okay . i'm going to my uncle's house later (:
so i shall blog first ><
hehes .. went to google search n some blogs too and
i realised that there's ALOT OF AARON FAN :DD
lyk veh crazy one los ...
blogskin and songs all got to do with fahrenheit ^^
yay !! fahrenheit ftw !
i'm looking forward to sunday !!!
i tink there's gonna be lots of people in novena square on sunday :D
must reach early x)
byeeeeee

hi .

2010-12-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

hi there shahirah :D

there's the pic ^^

there three different versions though (:

;D

2010-12-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

hi :D
i'm quite happy today (:
abit nan de horh ;]
but i tink i'm going to be super high on sundayyyyyy !
cos , fahrenheit's coming !! ;DDDDD
everyone should just scream ;)
muahaha :D
but i dont noe who to go with leh :(
no one pei me zzzz
alright , tution at 11 today :(
den went amk hub , piano at 4
while leaving cristofori saw beverly outside hahahha
den left for novena square !!!!!
went to collect the autograph card :D
omg . there was another edition lehh
brown one ;)
but the one i bought still the nicest . x)
after that went homeee
I'M GOING NOVENA SQUARE ON SUNDAY !!! ANYONE WAN COME ? :)

:/

2010-12-02T07:26:00.000-08:00

idk wad to feel (: ):
went to tuition just now (:
i remembered how i used to sms you whenever i was bored during tuition :/
but i dont tink i'll have the chance to do that anymore :(
first lesson , and ms priya totally didnt regconise me :(
until the last 10 mins and she was lyk ,
oh ! you're regine ! hahas.. lyk wth ?

we communicated after lyk 11 days ?
and it was a SUPER short one
i doubt things will for back to be lyk the past .

I'm sorry if i'm bothering you .

2010-12-01T19:00:00.001-08:00

i dont know whats with that title .___.
heh , so rewindd back to monday ?
wow . thats lyk a longlonglong time ago ._.
okay . nvm . monday .
i tot there was guzheng -.-
and i woke up at 7 and reach skul on time for the FIRST TIME .
as i was about the walk out of the canteen i saw justin
and i was lyk how come you're still here ? lesson haven start meh ?
and he said there is no guzheng today ! :O
hahahahah . i nvr check form and i totally forgot bout the hols break -.-
zzzzz . but justin oso dunno wad . hehehs
den we walked out of skul and walked home ._.

tuesday .
omg . i didnt go for guzheng picnic ! D:
cos it was too late ! 1530 leh !
mummy's there got concert and i have to help and it start at 5 !
so have to give picnic a miss :(
haiz...
nvm . spammed pics with the little kids over there (:
oh . and when cos i was performing some piano pieces while the little kids sing
and when i was playing you're my sunshine
i suddenly got lost :OO
and i was lyk pausing over there but i manage to continue the rest of the part larh :D
but it ended lyk half an hour earlier yeah .
at lyk 8 ? :O
hahahs , so went to eat kfc :O
but surprisingly , my sore throat didnt worsen :)
muahahahahahah :DD

den , wednesday ._.
went out wif some guzheng ppl (:
the bbq was cancelled ! :((((((((((
but , nvm .
i went from amk to dhoby gaut to senkang to meet them at compass
and i reach compass for less than half an hour
den they say they want to go DHOBY GAUT to watch rapunzel :OO
and i was lyk ,
how come you all nvr tell me ?!?!?
i came from dohby gaut leh !!!!
-.- but too bad luh .
had to go plaza sing'
walked to the cathay , bought tickets and walked back to plaza sing again to buy food -.-
omg . super waste time .
then 1540 reached cinema ,
watched rapunzel till 1740
omg . at least rapunzel was AWESOME ! (Y)
den TOOK MRT BACK TO SENGKANG to fly kite ._.
but the field was lyk muddy and jolynn's string was tangled up .
seetha's kite couldnt get into the damn sky .
and i left at around 1910
andandand , i realised my shoes spoilt ! :O
so i sort of limped home and by the time i reached home ,
it was alr 2030 ! -.-
so only one time is completed that day -.-
rapunzel -.-
overall , the whole day is wasted :/
haizz.
need to chiong piano and tuition stuffs :[
so , bye comp .

ahem.

2010-11-27T03:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, P4 PARTNER! ^^

hahas..okay, thats kinda lame-.-
omg. i suddenly miss p4 life :(
that year was super exciting sia :DD
LOL.
this morning. guzheng grading exam :O
omg. was super nervous :/
lyk nervous only
den when i went in the examiner was lyk,
ni3 zhi1 dao4 huan4 zen3 me4 xie3 ma1
hahah.
den i was lyk stone.
cos i forgot how to write :x
oops! but she figured it out somehow (:
played ALOT of wrong!
repeated at some parts :((
omg. -watches distinction and merit fly away- D':
maybe not even a pass lorh.
lyk seriously...
after that went to grandma's house for lunch ^^
den bus-ed to school
open houseeeeee :]
went there slack only lorh >.<
played murderer
heehees...
not many people leh :{
omg. now my throat is lyk pain only los D:
shouldnt have eaten the damn potato chips :(((

now you and her veh close liao sibo?! got another crush den kick me aside alr lorh. everyday spam her wall, flirt larh!

WTF.

2010-11-25T06:21:00.001-08:00

OMG. I REALLY HATE YOU MAN. FLIRT.

braces!

2010-11-23T01:54:00.000-08:00

okay. i'm currently kinda pissed :@
I HAVE TOTALLY NO IDEA WAD TO BRING ON TUESDAY! OMG.
can i dont go? :(
zzzzzz.
this morning got cca.
165 broke down :O
i tot i was going to be late,
den i saw peishan at the bus stop too and felt better >.<
but i was still late :( a little only! :D
had mock exam O:
surprisingly mr thum say the 2nd and 3rd song very good xD
but the 1st one was HORRIBLE ;(
after that rush to dental
i had my first braces! (Y)
i almost fell asleep >.<!
its pink and purple ! i tink its super chio only x)
hehehs..
okay. got to practice piano.
thursday! omg.

wow. sometimes i really hate myself for being so stupid and naive. You're seriously the pro-est flirt i've ever seen.

OMGZXC

2010-11-21T17:23:00.000-08:00

OMGZXCZXCZXC. saw some stuffs that i shouldn't have seen again :C it was quite recently somemore. 10 days ago? :O damn. i hate myself. i thought we were really close friends :( but i was WRONG.
omgomgomg. imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy.imy. :CCCC

I. cant.

2010-11-21T16:06:00.000-08:00

Okay. I'm writing this post for you. Yes, this time its for you, so be honoured. I don't know if you're going to be reading it (maybe you don't dare to read my blog anymore) but I'll still write it here. I guess its because i don't dare to tell it to you in your face. Anyway, i have to apologise if this misunderstanding had made you felt bad. I'm sorry that i've ignored some of your smses or being cold to you these few days. I can't help it either. There's this sense of awkwardness between us. You've never been this fierce to me before. I always thought you were very nice and calm. I was worried that our friendship would end just like that. However the next day your attitude suddenly change and it really freaks me out. I don't know how you manage to change so quickly but, not everyone is as sociable as you are. I can't take it as though nothing had happened before. I need some time. I know its my fault. I'm sorry. But they really weren't referring to you. Don't feel bad, it wasn't your fault. I don't blame you. I'll try to be more friendly. Give me some time. But you also must say hi first larh. I hope we could continue being good friends and get into the same class. (:

:DDDDDDD

2010-11-20T05:46:00.000-08:00

omg. i suddenly found this song super nice :) FAHRENHEIT FTW!!

誰答應你可以不再理我
誰同意你這裡就是盡頭
你讓我做的夢想提前叫醒我
你這回是聽見沒有
我承認這不是最好的我
我決定迴路也給你耕作
我辛苦地駐守太多分岔路口
可以迷路不再退縮

留下來留下來即使沒愛完的愛
我會實現你最期待的期待
留下來留下來在我心裡住下來
想都別想我會讓你離開

你帶來最美的靈魂躁動
你讓我相信我與眾不同
所以我屬於你就像你屬於我
沒有了你我愛什麼

留下來留下來即使沒愛完的愛
我會實現你最期待的期待
留下來留下來在我心裡住下來
想都別想我會讓你離開
留下來留下來即使沒愛完的愛
我會實現你最期待的期待
留下來留下來在我心裡住下來
想都別想我會讓你離開

QIAN REN YAN!

2010-11-20T05:36:00.000-08:00

wow. i realised that there are more ppl reading my blog :$
hehes..

okay. i'm tired.
tried sleeping in the bus(:

reach school at around 1:45pm? mummy drove me to school today! :D
ms oh performing! :DD
den during dinner
mr zhuang, jerome, amanda, leslie and ms oh were rehearsing :D
damn nice sia!
hahah
den.
omg. qian ren yan.
i was suppose nervous sia.
while waiting behind :x
stomache :O
den i was telling jolynn all the ways to avoid going up (:
it was quite short larh. not many ppl
pathetic.
i played many many wrong notes :/
den the mic still under my damn guzheng :(
so i guess it was quite loud :$
but luckily no one trip and fell :]
hahahahs...
den the media girl told us
mdm liew would be singing hokien song :O
but we had to leave
den cant hear :(
wasted!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i want to sleep.
but personal taste first! (Y)

alright

2010-11-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

okayy.
i realised ~~some~~ many of my older posts were stupid.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON .
HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY .

oops!

2010-11-19T03:09:00.000-08:00

okay. i realised tat SOME PEOPLE are reading my blog , so i shall not any how post from now on :/ thanks.

TMR QIAN REN YAN!! YEESH!
hopefully wont be too tired :x
hehehes..
but the problem is idk tmr what time! :O
wanqi isnt replying my text either! :(
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
maybe i'll just go at 5pm :)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-11-17T18:25:00.000-08:00

ouchouchouch!!!
my teeth super pain sia
cannot eat all the nicenice food liao ! (N)
haizzzzzzzzz
so,
ytd went went to this oldold katong plaza there
cos my mum want collect costume for their end of year concert
met peiqi laoshi (:
den tot it was at some roxy square
walk here walk there
went some deserted carpark
asked many ppl for the way
den finally found out tat it was at katong plaza-.-
after collecting the costumes we walked to parkway parade...
peiqi laoshi left.
shopped around cos i needed to find some black shoes for the qian ren yan performance (:
after buying
went to drink koi! (Y)
hehehes
ate dinner
super no appetite sia
teeth pain lyk dunno wad :/
left for ecp :D
veh late le
played for a while
went home (:

i guess i'm not eating lunch ltr :(
laksaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa D:
omg.
hungry hungryyyyy :(((((
zzzz. too bad
later got guzheng rehearsal! (Y)
full dress some more :)
hehehehes
but i tink its gonna be super tiring...
:(
gonna take photos, yeah
muahahahha

i doubt you'll ever talk to me if i've never started the conversation D':

i want to go same class as youuuuuuuuuu :((

ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-11-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

hmmmmm
morning went to did x-ray for the teeth
braces! wooshhhh :D
den came back home check streaming result
dont noe if should be satisfied or wad
after tat went to dentist,
extracted 2 teeth!!!
OMG.
the injection abit pain
but WO HEN YONG GAN! (:
den when the nurse was extracting
i was spelling your name again and again to distract myself :]
hehehes.....
now my whole mouth feels numb :C
mhmmmmmmmm

i shall try to go and sleep later.
and drink something nice (:
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....

okay. we got into different stream :[
so ofc i'm super sad...
i just cant imagine us becoming total strangers
and walking past each other lyk
we've nvr met before
:'{
i just cant imagine sia
go and appeal.
i'll help you with your appeal form (:

TIREDDDDDDD D;

2010-11-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

okayy.
today went school at 9am
den just reached home.
super tiring okayyyyyy
had the qian ren yan rehearsal
den it was like super hot den suddenly drizzle-.-
idiot lah...
feeling damn uncomfortable lahhhh
den keep playing wrongly
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

okay. ytd.
i went to terminal 3 (:
I WANT THAT SUPERCHIO BABY MILO WATCH LAHHHHH D':
okay . the end.

alright.
i learnt that we shouldnt always expect too much from other :(
cause things dont always turn out the way you want it to be :{

and whats your problem ah??
4th day alr lehhh
sucker.
only noe how to break promises ;(
i'm here counting the number of days and you have probably forgotten every thing about it
or would be thinking ,
oh luckily , i dont have to sms her anymore (:
GND LARH!!!!!!! :@
only noe how flirt with others infront of me :@
i noe you clever larh cann?!?!?!

hmph. T^T i want go sleep alr bleahhhhhhhhhh

i dreamt....

2010-11-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

okayy ,
i dreamt bout you :O
hahahah
well whatever .
you broke your promise :(
two days have alr past
and nothing happens...

then today ,
all i can say is that i'm DUMBFOUNDED.
hahas...
um...bcos of the dare on facebook ,
my WHOLE profile is currently in a mess :O
but i'm sure it'll be over VERY SOON (:

alright .
rewindd back to ytd .
okay . i forgot what i wanna say :/
oh ya !
i was blog walking and i came across this blog ,
the person's cca is GUZHENG
and the amazing part is that she LOVES AARON !!!!
OMG. A CRAZY ONE TOO ! :D
hahah , den almost all her posts were about aaron (Y)
yay !
hahahaha ,

okay , now for the sad thing ,
there's guzheng tmr ,
and maybe (most probably)
mr thum is coming tmr D:
and we have to assist the sec 1s
oh great . :((
FML !
everyone's feeling down :(((
howhowhow ????
haiz...

cause i'm not comin back , i'm closin the door

2010-11-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

heyya!
i've chaged the blogskin ^^
no more
cause i'm not comin back , i'm closin the door (:
yeah. cos i've alr closed the door.
um...actually i've got nth to post about .
just rotting at home :(
my parents have left for the wedding.
so is my brother.
so , i'm all alone :[
anyone wanna text? ^^
all are well come :D
hahah ,
text me ah!

nostalgy...

2010-11-11T20:16:00.000-08:00

i was listening to baby just now...
it reminded me of alot of memories we had in the past.
all the fun and laughter with everyone.
i remembered how we used to rap ludacris's part and
you would always be challenging me
and always failed and getting all pekcek.
well , whats the point of recalling all this ?
you would probably have forgotten all of them and continue with your life
making more new friends

but to say the truth ,
i still miss those times...
yet .
i told myself i've got to forget you . :[
so i'll not be posting any other stuffs about you anymore
ON FACE BOOK
they'll all be about friends (:
yeah .
i hope so :/
but i'll still write all my thoughts and feelings here (:

when I was thirteen , i had my first love ,
there was nobody compared to my baby ,
and nobody came between us or could ever come above
she had me going crazy ; oh i was starstruck ,
she woke me up daily ; don't need no starbucks
she made my heart pound and skip a beat when i see her on the streets and ,
at school on the play ground ,
but i really wanna see her on the weekend , she know she got me gazin' , casue she was so amazing ,
and now my heart is breaking but i just keep on saying ...

(:

2010-11-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

i felt much better after guzheng ;)
those cute bunch of siaolang and jolynn really made me laugh alot...
well, maybe i shouldnt expect too much from you anymore...
i shall let things go smoothly
if you wan talk to, den i'll start talking ,
if not i shall just forget it .
actually you dont even bother at all.
it doesnt matter to you wat happen
even if it is smth as embarrassing as just now :$
ohwells . idc alr , i hope...

2010-11-10T18:07:00.000-08:00

i'll write everything here. since you'll not be reading it anyway :(
you text me ytd night.
i was crying.
i found tat i couldnt continue the text and i ended it off.
i need to forget you.
since its only one sided devotion.
whats the point of holding on when you dont even bother about me anymore?
its only gonna cause you hurt and leave you with bruises.
but you dint seem affected by it anyway.
at least last time you would text me to ask if i was okay
but now nothing comes out from you anymore :'[
i guess i'll be emo-ing for the next few days.
so dont bother talking to me.

one day , i ' ll forget all about you . and i looking forward to that day .

:'(

2010-11-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

just accept the fact , he's sick and tired of you already :'(
crying yourself to sleep (N) !!!

:[

2010-11-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

ytd had guzheng!
but teacher nvr come (:
den nid change the strings and rearrange all the ma zi :/
climb up and down a few times before settling down at the 3rd floor to officially start
LOL.
den left at around 2.45?
went compass point with gz ppl
kfc for lunch
omg. i'm gonna get so so fat! ):
den chiong to tuition.
was late for 20 min! :/
-oops!-
den came home went fb.
saw some things that i shouldn't have seen )':
you still miss her :C
my mood was totally down
you didnt text me either :"(
i guess i'll be emo-ing for the next few days :'(
dont talk to me.

booooooz (N)

2010-11-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
today had tuition :(
den after tat went pasir ris!
cycling! omg.
i'm so dead. DD:
had to learnt cycling! boooooooooo!
fell down quite alot of times :((
i tink my leg is disfigured!
swollen ):
haiz...
tmr my mum still wan me go swimming!
bleah!!!!!
HORRIBLEHORRIBLEHORRIBLE
hmphs!

hohoh!

2010-11-04T21:22:00.000-07:00

LOL!
its DEEPAVALI today!
hahahss
SURIYANI VAKHAMI :[
i'm so gonna miss tat name D':
haizzz...
i did the 'like this status and i'll fill in the blanks for you' thing
cos i was wayyyyyy too bored :/
the likes was unexpected :X
hahas...
there this sense of 'awkwardness' while writing for ppl you dont really noe and its difficult to think of wat to write :/
lol?
and the number of siblings i had suddenly increase due to this thing. :D
maybe i should try smth else next time :D
my mum's coming home soon :[
byeeee

i'm BOREDDDDDDD

2010-11-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

hols are boring!
i've practically no idea wat hw are there!
howhowhow
ahhhhhhhhh
nvm die jiu die le :]
damn. had to practice a few chilish songs -oops!-
for the concert :C
its superduper boring!
lyk very easy lyk tat los :(((
haizxczxczxc
i needa start reading books :)
hmmm mummy's coming home anytime
so, byeeee [:

hmmmm

2010-10-30T22:11:00.000-07:00

haha!
have not posted for like ohhh its only 2 days :X
LOL
hmmm
i shall talk bout ytd :)
it was my brother's fren bday and they sort of lyk celebrated it at the kfc in compass :]
so went to compass at around 10:45?
then my mum and i was shopping aimlessly...
bought 3 shirts from giordano :D
hehes xD
den at popular yeheng suddenly appeared in front of me and called my name :O
hahas...i got a shock!
was smsing aderic den found out he was oso at compass...
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
wat a joke!
i was in the library den he was at jack's place LOL
den went arcade fetch my brother and left for my uncle's place (:
its was my cousin's bday! x)
the ice-cream cake was NICEEEEEE xD
yumyumyum! :)
home-d at around 9 plus :]
ytd was AWESOME!
later going causeway ;D
hopefully will see more ohtwo-ers x)
byeeeeeeeeeee >.<

:'[

2010-10-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

parting is such sorrow :C
after being together for 2 great, amzing, wonderful, fun, entertaining years,
its really difficult for us to accept the fact that we're not gonna be in the same class next year...
i didnt expect myself to cry...
but, ohwells,
i cried.
i just can imagine how next year would be lyk... ):
without these 40 people in the same class as you,
going through everything obstacle with you...
102'09 , 202'10
is just such an amazingly great class to be in...
lets just hope that we would continue keeping in touch,
spamming each and everyone's inbox :]
and have a class outing at least twice year?
i regret not going for the bbq :(
but, any following 02 class outing,
i'm gonna go!
no matter what it takes :D
by hook or by crook (:
now, lets just hope that we would get into the same class as people
whom we wished to be with ;D
bie ku le! da jia yao bao chi lian luo!

I WILL MISS EVERYONE! D':

]':

2010-10-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm
so first thing in the morning i cried huh :C
thanks, people for all the comfort today <3
yucheng, beatrice, aderic and especially GERALDINE!
and huiwen and natt for all their concerns
weiming for chatting with me (:
thank you people!
wo yi jing hao duo le
yucheng, i noe you wrote tat letter!
hahas..thanks
geraldine, thanks for cheering me up! C:
you're reallyreally nice ^^
stupid chem!
wo bu li ni le (:(:(:
but at least i've learnt a lesson huh...
have to take combine le :(
i dont noe how to tell my parents about my sci paper 1 and chem marks :C
dhey dont bother anywayyyy
hmph. :(

D;

2010-10-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

i really have the urge to cry out loud now D':

^^

2010-10-20T01:15:00.000-07:00

had guzheng today!
it was quite alright :D
i tot i was going to be late :X
hmmmm
den took 74 to amk hub
WIGGLE LEARNERS!!
hahahahahaa
only shawn recognise tat i cut my fringe :[
boohoooooooooooooooooo
Zzzzzzz......
~~den i saw you and my heart was like thumping damn fast :X~~
~~i got a shock when your name suddenly appeared on my screen can?~~
~~but should i reply?~~
~~:[ i seriously dont noe wat to do....~~
~~things have changed so much~~
~~i dont inoe if its me whose causing all this to happen...~~
~~i just need to forget you.~~
~~in some way or another...~~
gahhhh i hate this feeling
6 more days together! 202!
i'm so gonna miss the class :'(
can i have a time machine, pleaseeeeee

PEOPLE :[

2010-10-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

well , i guess its my turn to post about people now D:
YOU !
things have changed alot compared to last time...
lyk extremely much .
now we dont even talk :(
i dont noe why i'm trying to avoid you .
i've been trying my best to forget you !
but the second time is always way more difficult .
i dont regret meeting you , knowing you , being really good friends with you ONCE .
cause you gave me the best memories i'll ever have in my life (:
but , you dun even try to start a conversation with me or sms me .
you seem so emo nowadays...
isolating yourself from the others .
we're drifting really far apart .
walking past each other lyk total strangers and lyk you've nvr spoke or met before
everything that i hope wouldnt happen are all happening now !
whats happening ?!?!?

and YOU !
best friend-ed
even though we still keep in contact ,
and you've always tried talking to me ,
there's always awkard silence while we walk together .
i always get jealous when i see that you have so much to talk to her .
and not me .
you shared everything with her ,
keeping her company everytime and
i was left to emo by myself
we used to share with each other everything ,
al kinds of random topics .
there was not once silence when we are together .
but now , it seems lyk we think differently and have no more common topics ;[

change is inevitable .
things change , people change too .
but why now ?
cant it be when i've grown older ,
when i noe how to tink properly ?
i hate emo-ing ,
but i cant control myself
there's no one i could confide in .
nobody seems to care .
~~" nobody likes me ,~~
~~everybody hates me~~
~~i'm gonna eat some worms .~~
~~fat worms skinny worms ,~~
~~all the kinds of worms .~~
~~i'm gonna eat some worms . "~~
~~i sort of forgot the tune~~
~~but it just goes on and on .~~

today's lesson was extremely , BORING !
did some sort of fire drill -.-
den went back to class and all i did was sleep ,
recess oso sleep
the rest were playing scramble by themselves lorh ! ;(
pangseh me and geraldine !
hmph .
next time we bring uno play by ourselves uh !
bleah !!!!!
I HATE TODAY !
I HATE TOMORROW MORE !
need wake up early for guzheng :/
lyk what the hell larh !
~!@#$%^&*()

GELYANG EHH?

2010-10-18T02:03:00.000-07:00

hehes...
happy things first xD
went to gelyang ;O
quite stupid larh...
lyk interviewing lyk tat :X
on the bus was fun!
hahas...
dhey were revealing the angel and mortal thing :D
ours was epic sia..
my mortal was jesmond,
jesmond's mortal was yucheng,
yucheng's mortal was aderic,
and aderic's mortal was me!
hahas!
lyk circle lyk tat xD
took pics with geraldine ;D
took lyk alot up but end up deleting lyk almost everything :X

my phone keep hanging!!!!
dammit.
i seriously need to change phone :(

den around 2.15 lyk tat went for guzheng.
i got from lyk bad to worse larh!
nw lyk cant catchup witht the rest D;
i need to buck up!!!!!
haiz...
i dont tink i can cope with both piano and guzheng :(
:(:(:(:(
see first larh...
need to start practicing guzheng before teacher dislike me :X
piano oso la...
hmph!
i dont wanna learn music anymore!!!!
D:

FRINGE!

2010-10-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

I SUPER HATE MY FREAKING FRINGE CAN??
HMPH!

i miss you! D; cant you jus sent a text?
or you're just too busy with her?

LIFE SUCKS MANZXC :D

^^

2010-10-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

OHNO!
I've not practice guzheng for a very longlonglonglong time :[
dont noe monday cca resume alr not...
someone haven't treat me bubbletea-s uhss :)
hope he still remembers...
and you! isit so difficult for you to sms me?
it had been 5 days alr leh :[
hmph! :@

nvm, i'm looking forward to geylang learning journey with 02 yeah?
must take lots of pics! :D
oops! need to go dig out my ccm book :X
hahas..but who cares huh (:
bu jian jiu suan le >.<
hehes...i'm gonna cut my fringe later! :D
but still thinking of how i wan it to be uh..
hmmmmmmmmm

2010-10-14T23:01:00.001-07:00

I'VE CHANGED THE BLOGSKIN, YEAH :D
the blogskins nowadays are not very nice :X

...

2010-10-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmm there's smth wrong with the links...
needa refresh everytime i click on a link :(
days without lessons are HORRIBLE! D:
boohooooooo :(
i didnt actually sent a single text ytd. at all.
maybe i will not send any today too :D
who cares..
i shall save some money :D

EOYS! :]

2010-10-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

HEY!
i've decided to start another blog (:
since eoys have ended :D
yay>.<
hmmmmmm
nothing much happen uhs...
i dont tink i'll make it for class outing :((((
its boring without school! D:
its worst without you D':